You keep spinning that web of misconceptions to yourself. I’m sure it helps you to feel like you didn’t do the shit you did to

Final paperwork is filed.  Divorce is final six months after you were served.  So April 22nd.  I thought it would be final today.  I was

I think I have learned my lesson.  It really does not matter what anyone thinks of me.  It is what I think of myself.  I

This is going to be all over the place.  Welcome to my brain at times.  I have been busy with work and have not written

Yesterday was a struggle. I have been feeling sad all last week but it was just below the surface. Yesterday I felt drenched in it.

My last journal was cranky.  I do like writing things down.  I am just going to focus on writing what is going on with me

I’m utterly frustrated.  I started this so I could write shit down.  Be vulnerable in a way.  Clarify things.  But it is not working.  I

I’m feeling very discombobulated.  I hate feeling this way.  I need to do some grounding work.  When I start feeling like this, I just wanna